Seriously....i DID study....i really did go and memorise and look thru the examples...but whenever i go into the exam hall...everything will be gone....andfor sure i cant mange time well...no time to do a lot...

Not that i neva study i feel damn desperate...especially when i come out of the exam hall and see people smiling away....this is really sucky...imagine the feeling of getting last in the whole level, and the feeling when u feel so fucked up and ppl tell you

"ok lah the paper can do lah...."

I tell you...u willl feel like slapping his face....why am i born that stupid? why why why?
Summore the exam hall does gimme some horror....at a certain angle it looks so much like VS hall (all the halls looks the same....) I can still remeb i sat on the 4th or 5th coloum from the right hand side, then i after the exam i would turn and look @ Chung Chi as he express his hatred for exams to me as we go home.

At times i do really look around....then suddenly "oh ya.....AJ...." cos the feeling is a bit like O levels...

Really...today my Physics...really suck....im feeling damn terrible....the feeling of failing ALL subject is really bad....esp when ppl around u are scoring As for it...haiz...why neh? cos i STUPID mah....

I think if i fail EOY....i better go Poly ba...