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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Flooded with bad flashbacks...
[ZOMBiE CyGiG] ranted at 1:16 AM --- Post#9017045931872089096
I met two of my best friends on Sunday. The reason why "best friends" is cos i dun have much other friends. Its a long time since i saw them
To be honest, i had phobia w meeting ppl who i never see for a long time. Just a recap, i got phobia on:
- going out/meeting with a large group of ppl who i dun totally trust (eg class gathering, platoon cohesion)
- going out/meeting ppl who i dint see for long
- mirror
- adapting to new environment or sudden changes and expectation (eg, new camp or new school)
- losing of freedom
My OS automatically filter out unhappy past events, and archive them somewhere deep. But somehow meeting my two old friends seemed to unzip and unrar all these unhappy archives and flood them in my mind since sunday... Suddenly i keep having flashbacks (including emotions other than visual memories), followed by depression and headaches. I seemed to have meet people who i should forget long ago along with the other unhappy memories.
Once again...i slipped into depression..help me..
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Flooded with bad flashbacks...
[ZOMBiE CyGiG] ranted at 1:16 AM --- Post#9017045931872089096
I met two of my best friends on Sunday. The reason why "best friends" is cos i dun have much other friends. Its a long time since i saw them
To be honest, i had phobia w meeting ppl who i never see for a long time. Just a recap, i got phobia on:
- going out/meeting with a large group of ppl who i dun totally trust (eg class gathering, platoon cohesion)
- going out/meeting ppl who i dint see for long
- mirror
- adapting to new environment or sudden changes and expectation (eg, new camp or new school)
- losing of freedom
My OS automatically filter out unhappy past events, and archive them somewhere deep. But somehow meeting my two old friends seemed to unzip and unrar all these unhappy archives and flood them in my mind since sunday... Suddenly i keep having flashbacks (including emotions other than visual memories), followed by depression and headaches. I seemed to have meet people who i should forget long ago along with the other unhappy memories.
Once again...i slipped into depression..help me..
View/Post Comments (1)